09 June, 2021

⏳Times' Up !!⏳

Know when your times' up!
Know when to leave the spot,
Walk with integrity,
Choose self- respect ,
over drama and despair,

Life goes in spirals,
Learn the lessons,
And leave the story,
You turn the tables ,
When you refuse to play ,
With a toxic connection,

Forgive them but never forget,
Do no harm but take no shit,
Your time will come ,
And everything will be a perfect fit,

Walk in solitude, pray with gratitude,
Love yourself while your journey looks blurred,
Only you know what you have endured,
So ,
Dance in grace,
Go back to your space,
Open your arms to the beauty of nature,
Allow your soul to be nutured.

Just Let Go.. and Surrender.
Love and light
❤💫


02 January, 2021

2021 - Done right but...

So...the Nature enthusiast that I be.. I was waiting to capture the first sunrise of 2021. My father suggested of us going to Umbarligaon. As two excited photography lovers as we are , we started towards the destination.

Unusual of me, was I had decided to do some photosession , so BIRDING wasn't really on my list. I was simply intending to have some air, sun and wind inside me. We went to the spot whistling with the wind and enjoying the morning sun scribbled with clouds. We clicked some photos and sighted some birds. 

We decided to take our way back to home as we do when we got hungry or tired . We packed up and were ready to leave when our bike started wobbling on the roads. Dad understood that this was something unusual. So, he told a passer by to check the tire. The TIRE had punctured...on a BUSYROAD , AMIDST the jungle on both the sides. As protective as my father is, he told me catch a rickshaw and leave the spot. I simply denied and told him we will go together, NO MATTER WHAT !! 

I told my dad to handover me the camera bag, to which he was hesitant first but agreed later. He dragged the vehicle through the road, while I held the two heavy bags, mine behind and his in front. We dreaded together halfway looking for help but no avail. Gathering the remaining guts in him, he drove alone till the main road. The FRONT tire was working just fine. Now, I was alone carrying myself with the two bags on the first day of the month, looking weird to myself. 

I just had to keep my hopes high. I started walking in glee, took out my camera and started capturing birds sighted on my way. This was the time, I sighted a rarity of our region  ORIENTAL TURTLE DOVE. The bird was sighted for the second time after 2016.

After walking for a while , I was reaching the main road when Dad gave me a call that he found a garage. THANKING all the elements in the NATURE, I took heavy steps and walked towards the main road. Thankfully, the main road wasn't that far. Dad waited at the main road, got the puncture removed and then we left the place.

I just had a monologue with GOD about stopping the adventures in my life and I myself realized that,THIS IS HOW IT WILL ALWAYS BE...TAKE IT OR TAAKE ITT...THERE IS NO ESCAPE, BECAUSE HE (GOD) IS THE BOSS and everything will always be HIS WAY. 

And, For you all reading this, ALWAYS PUT GOD FIRST...ALWAYS !!
Amen to HISways...
Hail the ALMIGHTY
Hail the CREATOR💖😇

LOVE AND LIGHT
💓💫

 

13 November, 2020

Find your own ANSWERS ❤💫

 People often tend to question themselves "Why do we always achieve anything , the hard way?" He/she gets it ready whereas I have to hog after it. WHY ?

We often blame it on destiny or fate. I too did the same a lot of times. It took me a lot of pain to realize that it wasn't that. It was because, We must have the FAITH in our hearts that there will be something that would never let anyone of us FALL completely. 

I hope you know that's not HUMPTY DUMPTY sitting on a wall and falling off. I am talking about a totally different kind of FALL , a FALL where you feel ashamed of yourself. 

Something works on a deeper level inside us, stirring our inner strength, building our faith , even during the most disheartening times. May be that's what LOVE is all about.

FAITH in the faceless, ( but my faith has a face) in a power that won't let you FALL.

I got my answers when I faced the circumstances, let them burn me and trouble me. I became open to recieve answers in a way the SUPERPOWER ( You can call it ALMIGHTY, GOD , give it names, faces and charecteristics ) wanted me to learn. 

Honestly, For me "Every BEING that walked the face of Earth is an embodiment of LOVE ".

 Some just know their POWER whereas others keep searching it, try snactching it, copying it or the worst, ie criticizing anothers'. That's total waste of Energy.

Walk in your own POWER, Shine in your own BEAUTY. Find your own ANSWERS. Come back to LOVE again and again.

❤💫

28 September, 2020

🌡🐷Guinea pigs🐷🌡

I was born a guinea pig, 
to a guinea pig , 
who was experimented upon,
By my parents, elders and forefathers, 
Who were guinea pigs too.

I was dozed with love,
Pain, punishment and sarcasm,
Difficult to tolerate, 
Impossible to forget.

Later, I was dozed with false and lies
Of guilt and shame,
And Self- pity and blame,
They feeded my ears with stinky lies,
Lies that you are free,
And be whoever you want to be,

I was dozed with responsibilty,
They started checking my tolerance level,
May be it was normal,
So they concluded, I was a sane individual,

Then , they decided they want to ruin my sanctity,
So, they sought out ways and tricks,
To make me question my self worth by their unsuccessful pricks,
But here my friend,
They were unknowingly caught,
I saw the mark of an opperesor,
And, spoke back about the chaos,
I was rewarded with flowery language 
and fake admirations,
And relentlessly played upon with my emotions,

Then , they began a mad rat race !
An invisible , unknown race,
Among the guinea pigs, and made them hog,
Hogged till their minds rattled, 
Their hearts poisioned,
And their sanctities questioned,

But, something greater came to their rescue,
Struck with oneness and love , out of the blue,
They realized it sooner or later,
Whatever happened, whoever did it, 
They all were in it always together.
No one was superior or down the surface,
All the Guinea pigs were running a mad, mad race.



10 August, 2020

🏰mUm-BhAi🏰

 Born in the laps of a wonderful city

Struggling and surviving its nity-gritty,

We left it when I was three,

And, shifted to a small town,

But , my heart was left there,

I visited it only in my vacations,

To that grandparents home, the sea,

And , the huge fig tree, 


In the city of dreams,

Where it is easy to tread on roads,

And, Difficult to sustain ,

But, won't let you go disdain,


I promise you , it takes a lot,

May be more than a lifetime,

To understand the mystery of this city,


When you give yourselves, 

It pays you back in ounces,

Hold your roots tight,

And , don't give up without a fight,

Be alert and stay safe,

Proceed with caution , and never leave your grace,

There are some angels on the forlorn roads,

And devils in some of the luxury cars,


Mumbai is a mystery to be unfold,

Who speaks to the unheard and listens the untold,

 Ever saw that starry night under the fig tree,

Ever felt that breeze on the sea-shore free,

The splashing of the waves clears all the ill,

Filing your mind with new thrill,

Remember playing  'pakda -pakdi' with the waves,


The sweat of your brow knows no cast,

There is just one rule, "Run Fast !"

Generations of people, have survived in its womb,

 To the deceased and the unhealthy,  Mumbai lends its tomb.


(PS : MUM - BHAI- A mother who welcomes with open arms and brother that defends.)

👩‍🏫A WOMAN was born..👩‍🏫

 One fine day a woman was born,

Who promised herself , she won't be torn,


She won't be needy , 

neither be wished upon,

She would walk the talk of her soul,

And, never fear the foul,


Stay happy and spread cheer,

For the life that she lives, 

And, the air that she breathes is utmost dear.